a sudden plan~ weehee

haha...today is saturday...
after voting for jpp.. and yes, we can go outing..
i really tought i will go mahkota parade to hang out then go back hostel before 7.
but, eventually... i changed my mind.
bought some stuff i needed and went to aunt's house at night.
barbeque.. haha

i really dun feel like going back to that so-called "jail" hostel..
eww... dull and boring.
everyday facing the wall... living at the small corner of the room..
sucks..
watching my table, my books, my wardrobe and my bed. and the fan..
huh...
sien dao..
ding bu shun... haih.
although its not too good to kacau my aunt..
but i certainly like here... more than that "jail"
sobs..
really suffering studying in a boarding school..
missing home when i'm alone.
i needed a partner... u noe.. that kind..
but seem like i am holding myself not to get involve in any.
i needed more frens.. most of them... not like me, the playful type..
huh.. i can say, i am enjoying life... wasting time.. while others are working hard..
chewing books... memorizing formulas..
haih... at another angle... i look myself as a very lazy and no-heart-study student.
matriculation students have intensive classes.. shorter time to prepare for exams
but i am still totally blur. i am stressed up.
what we have to do for the homework, or tutorial ?
when we have to hand in ?
when the reports have to be finished ?
huh... what happenings going on ?
i totally have no idea at all.
i'm just nothing.. huh.. T_T

i love wat i cant get. freedom.

~ stairway to hostel....down.. and up to fourth floor... ~

straight opposite... my room. haih.. why there dun have a bridge~