to My ex(s)

i still remember every each one of you,
maybe its been the past,
it had all became memories.
yet, i still find myself caring everything.

who am i to you ?
a stranger, a past lover, or a shadow in dreams ?
long ago farewell.
but it still flows in my mind.
made me struggling every night.
thinking what is really happening to me.

lots of useless reasons, just to make myself free.
but i think i need u all..
when i'm alone.. facing the sea.

people said we should not regret.
nor think back.
and hold on to the old imaginary.
but how many people succeed ?

should i feel happy for your happiness ?
or jealous when saw u all in couples ?

maybe i should be generous,
to let go, and stop those ridiculous
tears.

wish u all happy with all my heart,
without looking you all
walking in a same path
like me.

and of course,
a big sorry
from a stupid me.
bought things together...
yet force things apart.

everything happens for a reason,
shud i take it for granted,
for my own satisfication ?
or let it be ?