promise which i cant kept.

firstly, yea... i am regretting wat i had done in the past.
but, i know, a simple sorry wouldn't change anything.
to anyone..
i have made promises which i cant kept.
now that lovers had became frens.
yet, its was cold... like stranges and enemy.
people wonder why lovers that break up couldn't be frens back.
but i really cant find that answer.
haih... all i nid is just friends.
too much to concentrate in. and i am just into studies, and perhaps family.
trying to end the personality that im having now. to a more normal person.
yet, can i be forgiven :?
will those who love me before really will remember me always ?
i am not meant to hurt anyone.
i dun have the mean to hurt anyone.
but i made sacrifices.
victim is not me.
i'm selfish..
but i hate leaving one alone. all by themselves. and yet i cant afford to do anything.
a simple SORRY. and i still hoping that we can be frens. always.
those who loved me, and to those i loved.
please forgive me for imperfection.
i could not done wat i'd promised.
but, all i wish is to thank you all with a sincere heart.
memories would accompany me to walk along in life.
hope that we stilll have fate to be frens.
cause i hate being alone too.
i couldnt do anything to replace anything.
take care and all the best.
do live well.
and may u all be in happiness. always.