growing up.

i'm growing up day by day.
but i feel like living up..
more and more meaningless..
why will i feel that ?
i don't know.

growing up to be more mature...
at the same time, yet childish..
havent even prepare the heart for challenges.
too tired to face.
to console.
but i know the world need love.

if i have the passion for it,
i will achieve it.
i'm going to.
cause for now, i feel weak.
without any sign of direction.
i need a lead,
or maybe a compass.
i don't havent live alone in
the middle of the sea.

who can really give me a hand.
stop pouring complaints on me,
saying i'm not good enough all time.
i need some advice, some encouragement.
rather than critics or prejudice.

i've my good and bad.
yet i know you all the one who have
the different view of me.
different thinking..
made me sickening.
sick of explaining.

i wanna grow up,
building my own path way.
give me good comments
and make my journey never end.

nobody really understands me.
and nobody can really understand any people.
world is our own.
our own idea to sculpture it.

just love me the way i am.
and watch me grow.